The birth of Soeren-Raedek, was on July 24, 2010.
Pregnancy changes the mind, all the chemicals and hormones just keep building up, as that little body of his just kept growing inside of me. Then, all those chemicals and hormones were blown out of the water when he subjected my body to that beautiful torment. Even when I thought there couldn't be any other emotions felt, I looked into his eyes, in that moment my body, mind, and soul were transformed. By this I do not in any way mean 'into the perfect mother mind, transformed, and all-knowing'... yeaa no. But certainly different, certainly changed, certainly feeling things I have never ever thought possible.
Now 6 months later I am staring into the eyes of one beautiful child, whom has stolen my heart forever. 6 months after his birth I am still changing, and maybe I was changing just as much before, but now I am just a little bit more aware. Who knows.
But one thing I know is I look at every human being a little bit different, which I do not think I would have ever been able to do with out Soeren-Raedek Sivananda James Athanazereku Gendron.
Caitlyn Gendron
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